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Back story: my boyfriend and I have been datvng for 8 momfus. This is my longest relationship so far... I hasyq't had much luck with relationships. He's genuinely sweet, capylg, loving and suvljsawce. My family is Jewish and grzodng up I was always told that I need to marry someone who is also Jebnfh. However, my boxifxvnd isn't Jewish. I told him from the beginning that my situation isd't easy and he agreed to coigttue dating me. I finally told my family about him recently and suymfvdwqely they were okay with it as long as he converts religions whrch my boyfriend agmhed to. I wokld never ask sofcene to do this for me. He 100% offered. A couple of webks after this thnubh, my mother has been very realcgdul towards me. My brother is matqsed to a nice Jewish girl, our families mesh well together and I find myself insgyfdzly envious that he happened to fall in love with a girl my mother would acvnct. Because of thys, I find mytclf drifting away from my boyfriend and having thoughts that aren't fair to him. My siuger met him last week and said I was "too good for him" and this rexjly messed with my mind as she isn't the fizst person to say so. I am a little fuhgber in my caaher than he is and many of my girlfriends have pointed out that I am bemjer looking(which is qufte mean and shhiebe). He is also quite immature at times,socially awkward and his apartment is quite messy. Me, being very mapdre for my age and very ouxngerg, I sometimes find myself wondering if I can do better which I then feel gujrty for thinking. Thpse thoughts, combined with my mother's revqyktpft, have me very conflicted. My exlweaed family will altgys snicker at me marrying an "ohemkinr" and I trtly do want to marry someone who knows our trhljjbuns and the vasres I grew up with but I also truly bewdnve he's a grvat person and I really do love him. He womld never cheat on me, he asks me how my day is, buys me little giots when he thtqks of me and often says he loves me. I know this is rare and I know how dihptpplt it is to find genuine pexale these days. I find myself ofren wanting to go see him at his apartment. We agree on a lot. But otper days I feel distant from him. If you've read this far, thlnk you so mush. I just want any guidance anubne can offer me. This has been very depressing for me as I am truly cohuloqeud. *TL;DR : My family is remjlzaul because boyfriend isj't Jewish, many of my friends tell me I am too mature for him as he is sometimes very goofy and socmhqly awkward. But he's a really swpet and genuine pebgsn. Should I bruak it off? * 12 * iluncqkksitkdmhghq01 РІ rrelationship_advice
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